Melanie Hebert's Comments

hello.............im in hell.............or heaven ..........or both.........or its all good................im, an impossibly good looking guy in a circus of a university town and ive got tons of potential buts tons of past craziness mostly fun and not too evil.....ive met evil people but i get the hell away ....then i get drunk and im like a pirate and dont give a shit like an animal............have u seen the film altered states.............its cool

hey i saw that comment bout early traumas and i must be a master of that since wellll for starters most of us were yanked out of a warm safe environment flipped upside down and smacked research says that puts a huge mark on our brains and that is ahideous thing since that is ourextremely important first thought upon which all others are built which means essentially we are born into massive fear and trauma so no wonder chemichal imbalance s develop when the hardwiring of the brain is so fucked from the start....and then even a few traumas in early childhood effectively make us traumatized.......but yes these are apparently chosen in our blueprints with the gods and the univers e in order to experience the perfection of that even though it all seems massively fucked it cannot not be perfect.....im summarizing sylvia brownes book the other side and back and neale walsches conversation book 1 anyway youd be best to read those thru.....ive been doing that for 12 yrs to figure out the mess of our bizarre programming..these are my bibles and pretty much the only ones i read everything else i learn from talking to people..what a great wisdom xchange................peace ciao....

p.s. i have 1 photo (thats my frog lookin face)

hey been busy scroungin for survival but things seem to be slowly turning around...........they actually hit the bottom financially but i have no debts so its easy to climb out..the great big problem is the slow economy.............worst ive seen in my 45 yrs..............sucks but i use everything as an oppurtunity to learn and evolve.................still shitty though.......................... hope your groovy and groovin on and maybe free enough to vent some poems.......your stuff has good word usage...........its a gift most people have to force it so it sounds contrived or silly

then we can all be the loveness of the oness........oneness..............
have the feelin......have the thought............change the thouhgt change the feeling..............positive energy cna do anything'''''''''''''
please check out simple minds on you tube........im scottish

you crazy americans cant steal the cage fear made.............were all the same.............some dumb................some dumb ass brits designed the cage ............cosciously or sub consciously.....allowed the fear didnt give a [poor piggy rats ear} so darkness had no poor home so she thought shed come here.........poor lil dark stream she should see what shes doin to me.................
hey there resident alien.........find a home..focus on telling the universe to send you cool guy

Howdy doody- seems like the pull from distant planets is causing us all to slow down some- nothing wrong with it and scientifically it seems like the molecules in our heads could be affected- at any rate good vibes to you----

commented on your poems..............just dont jump off a bridge. there is a severe shortage of planets on this poet....i mean ....poets on this planet

havent seen it but maybe weird can be this weeks adjective.....ciao

Im at work at time but I look forward to reading it.I saw Shutter Island this weekend and that was weird different then I expected, so maybe your blogs will be the same way.

hi there , i added some new stuff and its very fuckin weird and gettin weirder.

hey there good lookin. win the lottery and visit toronto. i have an averaqge house 1 hour from city on a lake. bring a tent. bring hot rich chicks, that is all

im such a focused artist i dont indulge in selfish sports. i got to be a rockstar before im dead and then regret it and get all disaffected and reclusively drunk and fall over toppled by my own towering throbbing ego. and ithink ive already got a rash so how could it get worse oi vay. maybe ill post something anyway but im such a sensitive artist it causes me pain. oi

hey there im not posting blogs for awhile. it got painful to pump out five years worth of stuff i wrote while drunk on 2 bottles of wine everynight.(wasnt i so freakin cool, the party guy) too bad the crap didnt make too much sense at all and i found it sraining to re-edit the stuff 3 times so i need a break. maybe start writing a small book or even actually learn how to actually use one of these computers.
P.s.- im over 40 and mellowed on the hormones to the point where id rather smoke a modest amount of doobage and right somethin very cool than get into a fucked unevolved relationship. or at least i think my writing is cool while buzzed, since pot allows me to focus on my thinking to the point where i worship my creation as its freshly occuring. no space for depression when im a little high and creating higher self and just floatin above the world. some really freaky shit of course. all this to say im shallow still and still human sometimes where i would distract myself with cute girls and i think youd qualify. too bad your too far away for interaction of real world sort and im not rich enough yet to travel. someday ill make this poetry into something money wise somehow. so anyway you got a cute face so ill send you one of mine soonish i hope
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by last year I mean 2008 so its been year since I had serious relationship and No Im not man-hater....

I agree with your comment on Not dating, last year I swore after two attempts of dating I wouldnt do a 3rd in same year I met someone we clicked and sure enough before end of holiday it didnt work out, Now Im so done with that stuff........too much drama noone truly likes being alone forever but Im glad there is no actice volcano waiting to explode.

sounds like my life hangin out with the humble po folk. couldnt stand too much of the yuppie greedy sell out types. i prefered to follow truth and all that happy shit. now i realize money is a good thing to follow and not evil at all. zen is just whatever we choose to create. so imust create money so i can be my art and actually get it down and not have to bounce around from town to town and live the s**** life of abuse and shame fuck...................