Summer heat part 3(The Acceptance and New Beginning)

I remember when the heat used to boil my skin

intice beads of sweat dripping from my brow, and off my chin

there was nothing but warmth dwelling from within me

and now it is so cold as i wander around these streets aimlessly

i remember how my soul used to ember

she was the mender, my love would surrender

the summer heat burned our dirges away

as we strolled on the boardwalk down by the bay

now where do i begin?

that summer heat has turned to an icy wind

and how could it end?

how could i pretend that i would not love you and hold you in my arms again?

my blood is frozen my veins are solid

this path i hath chosen has left me stolid

when i want to sing songs of love on top of mountains

and pour my heart out to you like water from a fountain

in deep mediation

my thoughts in rumination

are about you

what was once a sensation

has turned to an proclaimation

of what has become real and true

alone her i sit

my prayers i emit

into the skies like your eyes; so blue

my father you hear me

you answer quite clearly

please tell me what i must do

this summer heat hath frozen

is slowly fading like erosion

into a memory that i once knew

so now in this world i wander

i ponder no longer, i have grown stronger

i bit more than i could chew

i brought on this blues

i so did choose

to grow fond of a girl i barely knew

the summer heat is gone

but i will hold on

for this feeling is felt by very few

i am appreciative and forever greatful

for this whole summer was fateful

the summer heat is in my heart

the summer heat burns though were still apart

my amplifier blares as my guitar screams out your name

eyes closed, heaven knows i can feel the summer flame

sometimes only my guitar can express the passion behind the love we made

sometimes only the poetry of my music brings me to the heaven forbade

i'll never forget your song that i've played for so long

the one with no words, and when you first heard it you were filled with emotion

each sting bend, each vibrato, each chord, each solo was poetry in motion

brought tears to your eyes then the words escaped your lips and healed my torn soul like a healing potion

now we are seperated by oceans

locked away: my emotions

wating to be unlocked by you

waiting in the dark for you

and the darkness is peaceful we need it to rest

and you will forever have a special spot in the heart beating within my chest