Stroke of a pen

It feels like the night will never end

 I feel like failure and selifsh with just stroke of a pen

Please sign here and intial there'

We promise too offer the best care

Corrputed politics are like paperweights

Surely this  begins too seal his fate

Fill them with drugs til they can be tamed

Insurance eyes who needs emotional or mental health when the parents can be blamed

Somedays I feel like street beggar with my sign held high

As passerbys roll up  their windows and  just turn a blind eye

Noone to truly confide in when truth isnt what they want to hear

When the chaos gets to close for comfort they can protest in fear

Sometimes I feel deceived because I lack that parent glow

That my son has been cheated of a childhood he'll never know

With stroke of a pen I feel Ive commited the grestest sin

Im telling him im losing faith in this battle we may never win

Simplicity is what I pray for a joyful day a peaceful nights sleep

Tears of laughter from crying so hard to replace those of when he weeps

One day for him to trust me and understand why I had to send him away

I pray that he will forgive me at the end of the day.