polite/secretly hateful

supposed to be polite

that makes me more angry

animal side tries explain

real feelings vent thru brain

stifled like a brit

fuck these mental chains

nature and feeling not taught

somethin we should have known

or had rather thought

should have

feelings i should know

consciously even though

seeds had not been sown

release to fears unknown

slippin thru the undertow

of the universal flow

everything is both

that works

and rides me up

holy fuck what is this

is this love

now i own these good things

deserve them

despite what bullies say

unaware of their darkness

wish the light would sweep them away