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  I search your eyes for a connection that isnt there I ask God for explanation but it seems like a unanswered prayer You struggle to gather yourself but all multilayers of emotions just fall apart L…

 

I search your eyes for a connection that isnt there

I ask God for explanation but it seems like a unanswered prayer

You struggle to gather yourself but all multilayers of emotions just fall apart

Leaving you feeling isolated,angry and distraught

 

 

I reach to share a embrace but my touch is like acid burn

You flinch and shiver in pain my rejection is not of your concern

Your battling inner demons that torment your mind body and soul

You try to fight them as best you know how but they always take over control

 

The beautiful blue sky gives sense of false hope as we make our way

Into the corridor of neverland of lost dreams just another hospital stay

You plead your case of I'll be better please just let me come home

Your tears of agony strip away my sense of parenthood I feel like my cover has been blown

 

 

Our family values are on display as we are tried,convicted and sentenced in public opinion

Trust me they wouldnt last a single moment if they had to walk path in which I have been

Cocktail of drug names and side effects that the doctors barely endorse

Your body and mind is use a human guinea pig as the start to take their course

 

 As they flick the lights outs I will not be there to tuck you in

Sing you a sweet lullably or ask you how your days has been

Now I get to stand in line with rest like a row of cattle waiting for our visitors pass

As I take dreaded walk to your building I pray this time is the last

 

Some days I feel your hatred for me as I hate what your condition has made us become

Its stolen my beautiful baby and Ive lost my abilty to feel anything but numb

Because if I let myself cry I fear I will never gain back my composure

Feeling sorry for myself only seperates us more and Im seaching to be closer

 

 

I will always keep  searching your eyes for our love is stronger then this disease

I pray you never give up on me even when Im broken down on my knees

Saying you hate me is just your way of pleading please dont leave

Im anchored down tied and bound that we will overcome this we just have to believe.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Comment by Bobby Z on February 8, 2011 at 4:07pm
no fear....my only trusted  and closest friend is a schizophrenic....he overcame the zombie effectsof the meds and has become the most evolved person ive ever met for 28 yrs old...that is the program...i chose very, very weird blueprints for this life...i figure its earth and its crazy so why not have an insane ride.....my mental health survivor friends are the most humble and are the only ones i can really trust..they dont have that greedor massive ego that mnakes all the rich so called normal people almost completely useless to any good people.......so thats the best help i can give...hope u got good people around you.....thats all that really matters.............peace..........just stay away from dark people they seek to hurt us good ones

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