Terr D Matti

My mind is travelling

as the visions cloud before me

a casty haze of shrouded apparitions

covered and smothered in sweltering smoke

of high beam rays that clash and mesh

with the drakness hovering slowly catching

me by the throat and tearing my innards to shred

slowly descending the stair of my inside scowling and ripping out the insides of my being

shredding my soul

and bleeding it though my heart

where you once dwelled th

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They make jokes and claim to care, when all they accomplish is turning into the scars on my arms. They say they are not trying to change me, when in fact every word that comes out of their mouths is a mindless attempt to mould me into an average drone. It seems their life work to control the depths of my life and alter my mids ego, but soon they will see that it cannot be done. Achieving the opposite of their cruel demands will take guilt on my part, mostly due to the fact that I have never lied… Continue

Dont know what this is..kind of dry and boring it seems...

He appears now and again

a message of hope and frequent smiles

lighting my day and filling my dreams

only to find with the rush

of quickly assembling heartaches

that he may not be who he claims at all

with every tug at my heartstring

so gently soothes my soul

and brings about a waning smile

unforgetful of summer flings

to reali

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The world seems so large that it is difficult to comprehend exactly what I am feeling. Perhaps this frame of mind is making it seem so, but in truth I feel it all the while. I am nothing but a tiny creature in a maze, looking on at those who appear to be advancing far beyond my reach. I slowly advance through the cascading walls of green ivoy, stumbling now and again on rocks and the poorly trimmed lawn keeping me grounded. The dirt beneath my fingernails changes into an infectuous disease that… Continue